Silent World

Can you hear me?

sunnuntai 30. toukokuuta 2010

Busy week~

Hmm~
There has been some good luck in this week!

Okay first;
I GOT THE JOB!
I am so happy that Im sure I will annoy everyone with my endless BLA BLA BLA about how happy I am now!
They gave me such positive comments; that I have a good voice and that Im polite!
To be honest I really think I needed to hear something like this, Ive been so shy lately.

Then;
I CAN START TO LOOK FOR A FLAT!
Turku is waiting for me! Some houses looked really nice, they had suck little special things what I did kinda fall in love with.

I cant wait to get to move away from Loimaa.
There is just too much bad things and memories in that city what I really need to escape.


Oh dear, its going to be bit busy week coming up I guess!
But its really nice, since I have spent last 6 months alone at home doing nothing else than be online.
I will have to start packing my stuff, since the moving will be sure now!
Also there is some travelling coming up, what I wait so much already :)
(don't even ask where, Im not going to tell)
But I feel like its great week coming up!

Today I will see Selma and Janette,
Selma should be here in few hours actually, and Janette comes here to my mother's house later tonight.
With Selma, Ill take some photos of her, she is so kind that she borrows me her camera for few days~
(Thank you so much)

Yeah I guess this is all I need to share this time~
Keep on reading darlings!

keskiviikko 26. toukokuuta 2010

hmm

WOOOOSH!
My morning started with Janette's phonecall, wich was actually pretty nice way to give a day a good start!
I got up early, drank lot coffee and listened some Kanon Wakeshima, wich was really nice after such a long time.

I cant even tell now how much stuff I got done today, Im feeling so good that I really ran around places and offices.
Tomorrow Im going to go for a job interview, so better wish me good luck for that then!
I got such a boost of energy!

Its kinda late now already, and I am having coffee still, Its really stormy out there, and I somehow would feel like going out there for a walk.
Hmm... Maybe I will~

tiistai 25. toukokuuta 2010

Nom nom

So so so sleepy and tired.
But back at Loimaa and alone finally~ Now I have some time on my own wich I kinda needed already.
So this week spent with Rene has been such a busy and rushing week. I had kinda much fun but now on few last days It seemed all bit too much for me, I got all tired and angry already.
Today also a ghost from past popped up to bring some bad memories, but I think I was able to show my nails even once now, darn it.

But since all the tireness, also some really cool things happened. I found some perfect clothing, and I cant wait to get them all! I so rarely find anything wich fits on my style or anything (my size especially)
But this time I really saw some treasures!

Aaaaand then there is one person... But nothing more about that haha :D


Lately I have been really worried about my friends, seems like summer brings troubles for all of them.
Its hard to wach from a side, since I feel like my own sea of troubles is getting clear.
I feel so sorry for them all.
But then, Im really happy for my mother, she has got some good stuff going on!

SO yeah... All from this time I guess.
Time for a random video~
"Im not gay!"

sunnuntai 23. toukokuuta 2010

I could show you a big big smile now.


Hey there again!
Ive been so busy since Rene has been here, that I havent had any time to write here even a single word.
I have had so much fun with this crazy Austrian :D
His being so silly evertyime I go to shop or anywhere with him; yelling random finnish sentences like "YOU ARE A WOMAN!" To anyon, patting someones dog and telling "what an cute cat".
But yeah anyways its been one hell of a week!
As you might see, been taking new pictures,
FINALLY!


I wish I could tell you guys what Im going to do today but thease things cannot be mentioned yet :D Evil, right?
But yeah, i guess I can at last say that THE WINE WILL RUN!

Since its early, I have nothing else to say....
So here is a random drunky park video:



keskiviikko 19. toukokuuta 2010

hmm~

I wonder
If you like me.
Someday.

Damn you!
I keep stearing at my phone,
wishing it to beep once more.

maanantai 17. toukokuuta 2010

Wonder~

One normal boring day when I should have had so much to do and I get nothing done.
Maybe its cause of the rainy weather of this day, making me all sleepy.

Guess what I hate so much;
being UNSURE
about MANY THINGS
on SAME TIME

Oh drives me so nuts that Id just like to kick my mind out my head :D
But since im strong lady, Ill survive!
Tough... if Id be strong, would I also need to be sure?
Hmm... I guess thats good question.

At last I have to say, writing feels lot easier today.
Yesterday I was already guessing that this will be once again one blog where I just dream to get something written.
So yeah, as I meantioned on that earlier entry, my Austrian friend will come by tomorrow.
Its so silly how worried I am that he will get lost in Finland. :D
Maybe its cause his gay . . .
What if his going to ask way from some strainger and get beaten up cause he accidentally asked to see some genitals?
He better get here safe since I did clean literally EVERYTHING.
Also found some treasures meanwhile like thease socks wich have been missing for so long:

I love how they look worn with boots.

I wish I could write here all what I have going on in my head but I guess it wouldnt be such a good idea since there would be some names mentioned.

So... Maybe this SONG helps to understand~

sunnuntai 16. toukokuuta 2010

Hooray!

Yes! I have a blog! Finally!

Its really been a looong time since I had one where I actually wrote, so maybe I really should try to keep this one up.


Lately I have been in such a lag of imagenation, but I guess its passing me soon~


Ive been sorta busy lately. Its kinda funny since I just spent about 6 months alone at home and doing nothing at all actually.
And then all of sudden I get invited to places and get something to do!

I have been on cruise with my mother and got some new friends from there, ive been at Tampere and Turku and had some super good time.
And lucky me since there is so much coming up!
My Austrian friend, Rene is coming to visit me for week on tuesday! We have planned some cool stuff for his staying already!

And SUMMER IS HERE!
Whats cooler than that, huh? :)
I enjoy the sunlight so much after such a long, snowfull winter we had here in Finland.
It made me take meds.

I am not sure what kind of blog I want to make but yeah, I guess its going to be more this boring bla bla bla in future also :D
Try to get used to it!

Thease sunny days make me listen stupid SONGS